Pawikan

My mom used to call me Pawikan.
Filipino Definition of Pawikan: http://tl.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pawikan
English Definition: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sea_turtle

Literally, it means sea turtle. However, in our place, it can be used to refer to a person who always cry even for small things. Yeah, I can cry easily as much as I can smile or laugh. Yes, I am very sensitive which can be both a weakness or a strength.
While I am growing up, I tried to hide my emotions as much as possible but it is stressful and hard.

This trait gives me the strength to help people in need and to be sensitive to any relationships I get in (friends, lovers, family). Hiding it can be hard and it can portray me being insensitive and cold.

Anyway, I just remembered this while doing my assignment.
I am half way through it and I thought that I can be a turtle! Moving slowly but surely completing what I need to do :)

Funny that it relates to another type of turtle within me. :)

Ok, time to start the second half of the assignment!

Random Thoughts

My writings are too sentimental. lol

Hope to write more of my travel experiences but yeah, I cannot escape the subject about emotion and human interaction especially about me. lol

Ok. Time to concentrate on writing my assignment about cars :)

(I was supposed to download appli from my new iphone 5; Only to find out that my apartment doesn't have good signal for my new phone. lol.)

Dream

I dream of spending most of my time with nature: mountains, beach, walking around a small city or town, seeing children happy and teaching them how to enjoy life and how to love one another. I know I have so much love and compassion. I just do not know how to utilize them to find work using those skills. Anyway, I just hope that someday I can start a virtual office so that I can do all the things I like which is --stroll along the beach --talk to kids --have kids --have a happy family --walk, run, kiss and hugs I know that all great things in life are free but why do a lot of people suffer and a lot in poverty? Yeah, ideal world it is that I dream of Nevertheless, my dream is my strength to live and fight for it :)

Weekend with Gratefulness

I totally forgot about having a blog. lol Today, I thought about writing a lot about the Philippines in Japanese for my second speech this Friday in Toastmasters but I never really finished it. =P I spent time walking around Jiyugaoka and enjoying every minute with my loved one. :) It's good to visit La Vita and eat at my favorite restaurants. Bangkok Kitchen at lunch and my fave Okinawan resto at night. Yep, I finished my day happy with a little drama at my side but yeah, nobody's perfect. :) I just always pray that I will find my right partner and I can be the right partner to that person. Only God knows what is best for me. What I can do is make the most out of my life and give myself a chance to love and be loved.